Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Letting Go
Many things just happened…In the blink of an eye, I’m burdened with worries, stress and problems. Before that, it was smooth sailing. Life is not a bed of roses. It is time for me to make a decision. I feel so sad…disappointed. In the reality world, it is so different. I always thought that my life was a blessed one. My beloved brother…those who know me…you ought to know what’s going on…Though, he is not a good person…but blood is thicker than water. Who’s going to say I make the wrong move? Some people see in a different perspective. He is a grown-up. He is responsible for his acts. What crap is this? I don’t give it a damn. Who are you to tell what I should do? People don’t understand the urgency. Our bonds are strong because we used to live under the same roof…in a cramped little space. My niece is barely 1+ year old. She resembles so much my brother. Poor little girl! You must learn to be strong. I’m shocked…surprised by the reaction one portrays to my mishap. Sadly, this is something I cannot accept. There is no compassion…and forgiveness. Past is already past but it is brought forward to refresh everybody’s memory and rouse my unhappiness. I feel stressed. This is really a test. I thank those who pray for me. Seriously…I’m learning to let go…the grievances. God will stand on the righteous. I don’t feel threatened at all. But I’m affected by the distorted facts. I don’t wish to explain for myself. Just let time tells…
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